Yes I am still alive, not that anyone reads this pathetic blog or even cares. Some days I don't even care much myself. These damned migraines look to try and kill me as it is. Just a few more days in conservative hell dealing with family stress with my head pounding wondering why I even bother getting out of bed most days. School started back up and that is interesting in a new daily grind sort of way. I get to spend part of my day each and every day immersed in the past studying American, European and Japanese history. All places that now that I am married with rug rodents I doubt i will ever travel to again.
Don't get me wrong I love my family but I do miss traveling and I do miss living in places where being open minded and a sexual extrovert was not cause for a damned lynching or shunning. I remember thinking that the South was hell if only because of the religious nuts but damned if the women and girls back down there weren't at least tolerant of a good time. Here in Iowa a wedding ring might as well be a straight jacket on a leper with a forehead tattoo that reads "AIDS DON'T FUCK!", even when the wife says to go for it! What the hell is up with this place?! I am beginning to wonder if you could pry these gal's legs apart long enough to stick a chunk of coal up there if they couldn't pop out a diamond. That's if it wouldn't freeze it first! I swear I am loosing what little is left of my damned mind!
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